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today, someone told me he loves me. not like but..... love. that kinda scary. it freaks me out.
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sigh..... i am so fucking sleepy......! 3 more hours......breatheeeeeee.. its my weekend off, and i dont even knw wat the fuck i want to do on the weekends! ZZZZZZZzzzzzz... . . . . . .. . . . . . . . |
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i so wana smack my patient! Can walk to toilet but always press call-bell to ask me adjust pillow. i hate nite shifts with these kinda ppl. like WHAT THE FUCK!!
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 i had a rooooliin good time in KL! From eatin dunkin donuts, to partyin, to shopping, do havin osim i-squeeze, to scurrying ard rushing off, to everythin..... the bad ones, no need to say lar ok! But the trip was awesome! oh and i met up with them chicks last nite for dinner at LauPaSat. How i realy missed their company!  sigh..... seriously i dont know what to feel. somehow i felt like i got stronger, but, somehow i feel like i shd give it another chance. what do i do....
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MUSE is coming to singpore, and i am SO GOING TO GO! No way i will miss it man. I already told a fren to get me the tickets!
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seriously! i hate work politics! screw it sak!! nak politic jgn nak drag me in lor can or not. cos i nt interested in smelling your panties ok! wtf? im feelin so so so lethargic. sleepy. baru 3rd nite... one more nite to go and im off to kl! they just told me tt we have to stay bek after out nite duty on fri cos there'll be an audit. CRAP! den my coach to KL how sak. siao or wat.. :( k la, watever it is, il find my way out. chao! ps: this is my longest 4 nites ever sak. ngn si cik-som nie.
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jus now a stupid lady driver driving a black sports car pointed her middle finger at me cos i was sort of blocking her way at the pump station. and how did i react? SHOW HER MY MIDDLE FINGER back of course! siao, jus cos u drive an expensive car u can be so rude to me, canot signal nicely or wait for 3 secs. idiot siak. if road users tink they can bully me, they're wrong. so they can jolly well go fuck a dog. SO WE'VE bought out to and fro tix to KL! SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO excitingggg... i cant wait to get on board on the coach with that noisy-hawa! hehehhehee... and den, shopppppin! its been 2 days, since i was feelin down cos of what happened at work. apparently, somebody told me about somebody bitching abt me.. saying like "this faezah, always dont wana do her work properly." walau, its not that i dont want to do lor, its that sometimes there's so many tings to do tt u forgot about it. esp discharged pts, i always forget to do the DAAF. hai.... im so new, vulnerable to mistakes. y cant ppl be like encouraging? manbe thats life. whatever la, but i reali wana improve lor. dun need to bitch lor. cos its not intentional lor. that day got pt die lor. tts y i so lost lor. so stop bitching saying i dont wana do my documentations properly lor. sian. whatever it is..............KL NEXT WEEK!
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if i knew this was goodbye, i wld have .. hold you real close to my heart, give you a last real kiss. i am not worth your love. i am not worth your love. i am not worth your love.
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 SOMETHING TERRIBLE HAPPENED LA DEY! NEVER USE HP WHEN DRIVING! I HIT THE KERB, AND THIS HAPPENED! SWAYYYYYYYYYYY! ( meh sini kepo ) SO post hari raya, finally i had a date with my boy. he blanje me eat fish n co today.... kaya2.....aku yg nga broke nie......:(  i love this mirror, just at my doorstep, before go out, see mirror, come back, see mirror. bloody wedges, got my feet 4 blisters.. blearh.
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 damn im so vain! muz be transmitted by Zahiah! MUST be... must be...
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i am getting so used to heels now, that i think im loving them. wearing flats makes me feel so short now and so slekeh like that. hah....
( FULLERTON ! ) soon after, i had to rush off to jalan raya!
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 my hari raya eye candies! ( KEMAROK RAYA! ) huge ass pictures....... dint wana resize them or the foto quality with drop la beb... sorrrrrrrrrry!
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cetriaxone aka rocephine 1g can be given bolus lor! U wana blame me for the pt's swollen hands for giving bolus? Saying tt medication cant be given bolus. BINGIT sak..feel like telling her to her face "DA TUA PON BODOH!" Da lah, malas aku nk cakap ngn si kamam *(read terbalek) tu.
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i feel so cacat now, actually for the past 1 and a half weeks. My lips are just so sore... the edges are dry, and its super-pedih, and i cant like laugh or smile, so pain. Dont know y ah, allergic reaction or what? If like tis hari raya i cacat sey. :( so tired now, my body feels like jello. 3rd night at work now, last night tomoro before i get my 1 wk off. Cant wait. Work gets tiring ah. You have to worry bout ur patients everyday, its stressful. I will like selawat before i start work, selawat when im giving bolus medications, selawat and pray that my pt is ok when their condition is not that good. i am THAT fearful ah. Zah, hope tis entry satisfy ur cravings. :)
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why is it that im called LUCKY and not EFFICIENT? "wah so fast can go home already ah? LUCKY girl ah you". It jus amazes me man, i tink im quite efficient in a way lar. hahaa, puji diri sendiri. i mean like, hello, I SLOG my ass off to finish my work lor, i can forgo an hr of break time so that i dun need to stay back an hr or two lor... fair enuf rite? I was quite pleased with myself today for passing my Code Blue Drill, and even earning a compliment from Sis Jacky for my 'gd job'. KEMBANG K! she's strict tau. yeah, its a load off my shoulders ah. ANyway, if you guys are wondering y u hav nt bump to me in buses or trains, mrt stations or interchanges..... this is the answer:
FEW random facts abt me and my car: this was what happened.. my and bf was frm Mustafa and i craved for some ice-cream. So i parallel parked (who say girls can parellel park!?) my car, bot our ice cream and sat outside the car on the kerb la.. and this car infront was moving of...reverse...reverse den BOOOM. i saw my car jerk sak! Bodo nye pompan. Nasib dia tua. den i stood and took a look. Lucky nt a scratch. If not i wld hav knock on her window and ask her get out. Seriously man, i realli think some drivers are stupid! She den act ignorant and drove off. hai... some randomness:
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stress ah like tis. went geylang to collect baju ydy ah, den its still there cos i left it for alterations. acc to my tailor, i my waist is now 24 3/4 inch. wah siao eh. she say im flat. but but but, dont worry i only lost 1/2 inch at the butt. hah.. crap crap crap. good thing is lost weight, bad thing isssss if baju canot siap HOOOOOWWWWWWW!?
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2 yrs 9mths more to completing my bond....! sigh, iv been feelin so tired. Sick of 'surprises' at the last minute ah, like pt turn bad and have so many changes to be done at the last minute, like 5minutes before handing over to the next shift, Dr decide that i muz send pt to icu when im passing report.. i must be damn sway, maybe i need to mandi bunga ah. and i hate Dr "kunyah" (translate). damn mood swing, damn cranky. when she scolded me ydy, i juz say yeah rolled my eyes and i walked away. Like wth, i cant be bothered to layan ppl who anyhow wana scold me when its perfectly not my fault at all. she the one who came like 2hrs later to see pt, u wana blame me. SIAO! i can be rude nowadays ah. w/o realising, i tink sumtimes i argue with Drs. mampos la ngn korang. i swear i can cekik my ward HO, irritating. i really dont wana stay on as a nurse. i get all envious when ppl blog abt their work andare enjoying what they're doing. =(
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i can really really feel that my heart weighs a hundred pounds, since last night. you know tak sedap hati? like as if something will happen. i hate this feelin. . . . Oh great One, pls enlighten me, protect me and my loved ones, and my frens from any misfortunes. Amin.
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